Carol's Find People Space

A friend of mine suggested I start taking phentarmine direct to take the edge off my depression and help me lose weight. I'm not sure. It looks a bit like a crackpop scheme - just one more that I would fall for. I don't even know why I bother. The only reason my friend would offer it to me is to see if I'm stupid enough to take it. But maybe I am? Who wouldn't want to be thinner? It's easier to take a pill than to do a people search. Everyone loves a thin girl, so if I was super thin I wouldn't even need to spend all this time online doing a person search. People would just gravitate towards me and love for me that. I mean, I can't even keep a life coach in my current state. A life coach! They're not high up on the list of desireable catches either, you know. Oh well, I'm supposed to get my first bottle tomorrow so I'll let you know next month how it's worked out for me.

So the whole "dating my life coach" affair totally fizzled...and good riddance to it. Honestly, I could never relax with him around. I always felt like he was secretly judging me or grading me on something. I couldn't just go with the flow. He was on it right away as well, which made it worse in a way. Oh well, it's been a few weeks since it ended and I'm just trying to recover. I don't feel sad about it - just kind of dirty, like I broke a really important rule. Did I? Whatever. The basic problem was I think he had some kind of eating disorder, like anorexia. He ate like a pig but never gained any weight and always smelled a bit funny. Ugh, orthorexia makes me nervosa! Time to drown my sorrows in a people search. Yeah, the best way to make me feel better about anything is to work on finding people really quickly and efficiently. To the internets!

So I went on a date with my life coach - strike that, my former life coach, and it was kind of a non-event, to be honest. It was a lot less creepy than I'd worried it might be, but there weren't any sparks or anything. Kind of a thanks, no thanks evening. I came home and logged on to the people finder. I think that it can be really fun to search people just to kill time. That or randomly come across articles like this about flatscreens demystified.

Um, so is it appropriate for a Life Coach to contact a client who no longer wants his services? Well, mine did. He wanted to ask me on a date. He says that Life Coaches aren't bound by the same rules as therapists, about not seeing them outside of work and so on. Still, I feel a little sketchy about it. He said I could even do "one of my search people things" to check his background. I did, of course, by I doesn't seem like he has a lot of respect for my hobby to find people. That's not a good sign, is it? I found him, of course, because I'm super skilled at finding people who don't want to be found. So I'm going on a date with him, but still feeling creepy about it. I just need to make sure I get my One A Day before the date so I'm in top form.

Okay, so per my last entry, I made an appointment with a life coach, and his advice was so good but so obvious that I didn't make another appointment with him. He said maybe I should use my abilities to find a person to do background checks on people I meet on personals sites. Duh. So I'm doing that. Still, it would be nice if people search were the great magical answer it seems to be. But at least I found a great site for background search. Oh, and randomly, here's info about hadoop.